Miracle of 2022

 Assalamu’alaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh

Heloo, today is the last day of 2022. There’s a lot of story, sad, happy and some miracle happened in 2022. I dont wanna make a recap moment on tiktok like others, i just wanna share some pic with story. Here we go…

On January, i’m visited M beach with school partners and have fun together with them. But, the day before that, my boy come to my home that makes may heath warming✨ 

On February, i had positive covid19 and my boy got sick too. We’re both ISOMAN for a few days.

After idul fitr, my family and his family have agenda to gather and discuss about our plans

But, surprisingly that day is became our engagement day. And we are going to be Mr and Mrs in 3 weeks to go. Ir u r wondering why we’re in hurry? The answers is because we are want to reach barokah at the holly month of syawal.

This pic was taken at photo studio for marriage book

This is the result ✨

This is the pic of ours for digital wedding invitations 

This photo was shown that we are close to be Mr and Mrs ✨ this pic taken at tante Oka’s house

Yeay, we’re getting married!!! 

Sunday, May 29th 2022

Selfie at the stage… pstt this is the 1st selfie as husband n wife 

This is my sister, bons and mba sita

This is my school mates. So glad that you are there for me guys 😘

On june, we’re going to hotel to staycation as a couple✨

This is the pic at the end of june, we’re have holiday aka honeymoon to South Bengkulu. This pic was taken at Tanjung Setia beach

This puc was taken by my husband, soo cutey hubby

This pic was taken at Manula Bridge while we’re on the way back to home.

Look at the picture, wkwkw this pic was taken at the unknown beach, but has a beautiful view

On July, we bought the land at 28. Bismillah our 1st and become more and more every year. Aamiin

At august, mijoo was gavebirth, she has 6 kitten but only 3 were alive, shiro kiyoo and kumo

And on October, i just made my own brand @syahruramadhania.co that produce clothing brands. I hope it can be success and barokah. Aamiin

Thanks 2022.

 Alhamdulillah we can though this year. Bismillah, the bright way is coming for us, and  i wish i can become a mother in 2023. Aamiin

Wassalamu’alaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh

Bertahan

 Assalamu’alaikum wr.wb

Hari ini, aku ga masuk sekolah, aku izin karena gaenak badan. Aku udah ga napsu makan dari kemarin. Aku melakukan hal terbodoh dan teregois dalam hidupku. Demi perhatian dan segera ketemu, aku blg ke dia untuk pulanh dari bengkulu weekdays supaya weekend bisa ketemu tante ku, dan yg terutama ketemu aku. Cuma itu yang aku pikirin bisa ketemu, tanpa pikir aku blg supaya dia bisa pulang weekdays ntah hari kamisnya supaya weekend bisa ketemu. Tp sebenernya dia disana lagi sakit dan sendirian. Aku tahu itu, aku pun mikirin itu tp bisa bisanya aku tega dan seegois itu. Memang terlalu banyak sisi burukku, terlalu banyak kekuranganku. Mulai dari tidak punya orang tua, sifatku yang sangat menyebalkan dan kekanak kanakan, semua orang dari pihakku ingin berandil dan masih banyak lagi.

Mungkin, kalo bukan dia, maka tidak akan ada yang bertahan untukku. Ayaah, ibuu, jika bisa berandai, aku pengen ketemu dia disaat ayah dan ibu ada disisiku. Aku berada ditengah dan ini diluar kuasaku. Aku cuma punya Allah sekarang. Aku tau kalo nangis ga ada solusinya tapi air matanya keluar terus. Untuk minumpun aku ga napsu. Apakah aku bisa bertahan? Apakah dia bisa bertahan untukku? 

YaAllah jaga dia dimanapun dia berada. Aku sayang dia yaAllah. Bagiku, dia saja cukup. Maafin aku. Disaat aku tulis ini, aku bingung harus gimana. Aku gabisa apa apa karena kamu lagi jauh, aku gabisa pesenin makanan untuk kamu, aku gapunya nomer temenmu disana untuk bawain makanan. Dan kamu juga lagi males berhubungan denganku. 

Aku harap kita bisa bertahan.

Wassalamu’alaikum